Hey all, Laura here. As I write this on Saturday night, we’re two days into tech for our show. Tech is the point at which my job changes rather a lot.
Up until tech week, my job is (relatively) intimate and actor-centered. I worry about/take care of/keep an eye on all the technical aspects of the show that aren’t incorporated yet (both liaising with tech people and providing information/reminders at rehearsals), but I spend a lot of my time taking blocking, giving line notes, and generally helping keep rehearsal running smoothly for Matt (our wonderful director) and all the actors. It’s just me, my assistant stage manager Liz, Matt, and the five actors. Doing a show like Beautiful Thing, which is hilarious and emotionally charged, creates a relationship between everyone involved in that rehearsal process. I’m not saying it guarantees that everyone in the room is best friends forever, or anything, but you can’t help but feel a connection when you’ve spent weeks in the same room as these people, sharing so much.
And there has definitely been sharing. One of the great things about Matt is that he’s ready to put it all out there. He shares the good and bad of his life because it invariably relates to either something happening in the play, something happening for the actor onstage, or something happening in someone’s life. That kind of openness seems to have spurred the same in many of us, and I say this as not even one of the actors but as the person whose job, in theory, is less about the art and emotion and more about the organization and paperwork. The great thing about my job is that I DO get both sides. I flex my organizational muscles, as well as taking part in a creative and emotional process. For this show in particular I really value that, because as a queer girl who didn’t find her teen years to be that easy (though who did?), this play hits close to home. And even moreso, what Matt wants from this show hits close to home. I believe that theater can do social good AND provide a touching and amusing couple hours of entertainment. It can and should.
Anyway, point is, I’ve spent many many weeks now with Matt, Liz, Linus, David, Hannah, Hallie, and Gombas. Now that we’ve started tech, it’s time for me to switch into a different gear. Because instead of that intimate rehearsal experience, we’re now in the theater working with tech. We have at least twice as many people around, and a whole lot more to pay attention to. This isn’t a negative transition by any means, nor has it been all that jarring to our production process; instead of running the show under florescent lights, with me and Liz jumping up to go drag a fake bed into place, we now have light and sound designs, and a rolling platform, and the people to run all of these things. Which means instead of taking line notes and searching for stand-in props for the actors, I’m on headset calling cues. My point of focus shifts somewhat, and I become much more about the tech side of my job.
This transition is always an interesting one for me, because regardless of the show, it always feels like a step out, a widening of the lens. There’s always a moment of slight sadness, because my relationship to the show is about to change somewhat. But quickly that moment gets chased away by nervousness and excitement. Because when you first start tech, no matter how many things go wrong (like lamps shattering or music coming from the wrong side of the stage), there’s always that thrill at seeing the show FOR REAL. Seeing the set and lights and sound really take an already fantastic play to the next level.
I felt that last night and this afternoon, and I think everyone else did too. We open in 5 days. It’s go time.
(…so I’m going to go have some bonding time with my script and a plethora of multicolored post-it tabs.)